My life was once so uncomplicated, so complete
All I see now is dark and blankness
Everything is obsolete
Everything is now consumed by grief
All is lost to me
What has happened I do not know
All I know is you
All I can think of is the shadow that stands behind me
The shadow pretending to be you
The never-ending pain that doesn’t let go
My memories have slipped away
They’re unreachable once again
Dark walks my mind every day
These thoughts won’t leave me alone
Like the blackness always wrapped around me
Sickness is building up inside of me
Like water, the endless tides inside me
I won’t let it take me; I won’t let it win
And yet, I feel myself fading
My mind is here but it seems like my life is elsewhere
I can feel you here beside me
I feel your touch, long gone as it is
Your words still echo in my mind, forever like a broken whisper
Seeing you like you used to be
Now you are different, now you are lost to me
I’m awake and yet I’m sleeping
Nothing makes sense anymore
In pain every day, but not letting it show
No matter how much, I can’t and won’t let someone know
My misery is mine; it is all that you left me
Half of me wants to like you, half of me has to
I hate you and yet I love you
My emotions are failing me
Everything melts together, forever inseparable
I know this and yet I do not, for that is my destiny
I can’t forgive you, yet I want to
I don’t know if you even remember me
My mind is clouded, lost in the dark
My senses are finally gone
This is my end
My last words, whispered in the void that is here
My final breaths, forever lost in the netherworld
Eyes closing as I think of you
Heart beating that always belonged to your shadow
I’m at last leaving this nightmare
Nightmares blending with dreams, hope with fear
Nothing can ever be like before
I won’t miss you, I cannot do so
This is my life now
Away from you
Forgive me my love, this is my true self
Forget me, I’m not coming home
Sickness has finally left me, blackness brightened
My last words to you, as I let go
Honey as you can see, here I can finally be free
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Written while listening to MCR's Famous Last Words. If you have heard it, you may recognise something.
Anyway, this is what you get when I can't consentrate on a test and have been listening to too much music  Never again!!  There are a few elements taken from my earlier poems, but they are all mine! *lol* Regarding when I wrote down the keywords, you can interpret it as you want. Oh, and you are free to leave a little comment.  They are always appreciated.Now, don't forget that stealing or copying things from me will not be tolerated without my notice. We (speaking for all writers/photograpers that I know) work hard on our stuff. |
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"HOLD IT!! ... This is a hill, right? It's got a top and two sides."
~Take it from me, there’s never a wrong moment to sound smashed, no matter how sober you actually are.~
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"HOLD IT!! ... This is a hill, right? It's got a top and two sides."
~Take it from me, there’s never a wrong moment to sound smashed, no matter how sober you actually are.~
its a good song too ^^
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Bitterness is Beautiful
Thanks again ^.^
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"HOLD IT!! ... This is a hill, right? It's got a top and two sides."
~Take it from me, there’s never a wrong moment to sound smashed, no matter how sober you actually are.~
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